Vicious Cycle

Papaya fish soup (yuck), steamed fish (double yuck), latch, pump, peanut pig trotter soup, milk (urgh), latch, pump, more papaya fish soup, goat's rue tincture (the worst of all), fried fish, deep fried fish, latch, pump, more fish in whatever possible form, milk, goat's rue ad infinitum.

And still not enough.

This is darn tough!!!!

And its made tougher by the fact that there's no definite time-line - no assurance of "do-this-for-X-times-and-there-will-be-results" - in fact no assurance that ANY of the above will work at all. And there's nothing I can do about it - just keep my boobs to the grind and hope that there'll be more milk supply soon. From somewhere deep inside my fat self, I need to dig out the determination to keep on keeping on.

(PS Have you realised I hate all the above mentioned foods.)

Visualization time..

“ Write the vision
And make it plain on tablets,
That he may run who reads it.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry."