walls

There is a wall I cannot scale, the wall of the human heart.
I would love to have you open your heart to me but it seems like it just is not happening.
And when I question myself as to what I could have done better, I can find no answer.

Is it me? Is it me? Is it me?
the incessant question in my mind.

But when I look at the others whom I can connect to, I realise this disconnection, misconnection, cannot be laid at my feet alone.
Yet it seems like I am the only one trying to do anything about it.
She is not at all bothered.

How can we become more like God?
When we know His heart.
How can I make you more like me?
When you know my heart.