Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Catharsis

Cutting my nails really short is a sign of stress or shock.
It helps me dissociate myself from the facts before my eyes.

Have just discovered someone close (not from church) is married at 24 and expecting a child. Or should I say because of the child. Difficult to dissociate this mother-to-be, from the 2 or 5 or 21 year old child i remember, because to me she is still a child. Difficult to accept that the guy is so much her senior, an angmoh and involved in a "seedy" industry. Kind of stunning to see the familial pattern with her sister and her mother of the same mold.

I need to rotate my mindsets to accept these facts. Help, God.

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